Tuesday, October 19, 2004

It Takes A Strong Woman....

to lift her eyes and spirit, when someone has torn your shield away. We all know the shield that I speak of, the one that is impenetrable by any force, but, of course you allow that shield to slip away and you become vunerable.

I was vunerable.....I allowed someone to penetrate my being, get inside my head and heart, and now that heavy cost to pay is due, and I am paying, truly paying.

How do you explain to someone, who in your opinion, doesn't have what the fuck it takes to be compassionate, sensitive and open to another person's feelings. You fucking can't, so on that note, I take a cue from www.saucydame.com.

Fuck YOU, fuck JH, fuck N1S, fuck everyone who ever made me feel less than my woman's worth, fuck hater bytches, fuck the perpetrators, fuck the fake the wannabe azz pimps, playaz, hustlers and nickel and dime azz wannabes. Fuck the bytch that think her man won't cheat, fuck that nicca for cheating. Fuck these fake azz gangsta rappers. Really double fuck these DL brothas (you know who your azz is - don't let me catch you, imma beat the grits and gravy off your azz). Fuck the married men, trying to get out on their wives, fuck the tranny tricks (you don't have to trick to get dyck, hook up with the DL brothas - b/c they'll neva tell). Fuck the bill collectors, fuck the bootleggers, fuck the cable company (high azz bastards), fuck Mid-Atlantic (fucking robbers), Fuck the bytch that has been hating on me for 11 years (bytch give up, nobody want that dusty, crumpled, funky azz project pucee). Fuck the internet dycks, Fuck the Rose man in the club, fuck George W., fuck YOU for not believing in me.


Whew *wiping forhead*

Now that I got that off my chest, I feel better, but I am hardly finished......to be fucking continued