What's Going On in Here..

Well it's truly been a while since I've written - So much has happened and I thought this time is no better time then to begin writing again - I need an outlet to a lot of frustration and anger I have bottled inside, I think that's much better than beating the cowboy shyt out of someone on the Red line, I think that all the most rudest people in the world, ride on the Red line, but I digress..

I moved from my previous residence, because some thieving azz bastards of a muthafucka, broke into my house and stole all my shyt, but I'm not angry, it made me make a move I should have a long time ago, so thank you, you fucers.

So then later my Dad moved in with me for a while, all was good and then one day he dies, still accepting this fact, so I have to come back to this later.

I have a brand new car - but gas is $3 million dollars a gallon so in short - I can't afford to drive it. hmph - fucin oil barrons - you know who you are - you live on Pennsylvania Ave - funky tricks, but once again I digress - I bought a deep red 2005 Impala - very cute.

I have lost a few friends-gained a few friends - recognized a few enemies.

Gained a few pounds, lost more than I gained.

I have three favorite songs this week:

N.O.R.E - Imma G
Heather Headley - In My Mind
Shawnna - Gettin' Some

I'm just saying - that bytch Shawnna wrote my theme song, I love that hoe. I will return tomorrow to write a little more, eventually I will be on time.

I'm Doing Just Fine...

Sometimes my mind won't allow me to sleep, racing thoughts steal my slumber, but I'm doing just fine.

Sometimes my body weeps uncontrollably, because the hurt and pain has become too much to bear, I'm doing just fine.

When I'm alone, I can hear your voice and see your face, and I reach out to you and you say to me - "I'm doing just fine"

I wish I could talk to you and share my world with you, I miss you and I love you, Dad.

Until we see each other again. Give momma a kiss for me.